oh yes.

seems like i'm still alive, eh.

well, live's been busy, busy, busy.

last year my goverment decided that its finally time for me to get my ass to civil service, basically one of my worst fears came true - not that i did not intend to make it, but i did not expect them to take me when i am almost thirty. anyway, the damage done, i decided to bite the bullet and go for it. they stuck me into the red cross as a paramedic and after two months of training i was saving lives - well, not really, but doing my duties. carrying people around, running around in hospitals, cleaning ambulance cars and whatever needed to be done.

one thing that was clear for me from the beginning is that i would not give up my freelancing business - i have been working on it for almost three years to get into gear, so it was not an option to stop for a whole year. so i did two jobs now, getting up earlier, around 5am, then going to my paramedic duties, working for nine hours straight, go home and work as much until i would drop, this going on for an entire year, and believe it or not, i went though it - i finished end of may, and i did not reject one of my freelance jobs in this year.

big props go to my wife though, without her helping me and understanding the situation i would not have made it.